Born In Front of BIG BEN Makes Me A Londoner
BUT MY DNA SHOWS ME THAT WE ARE THE WORLD
50 % Irish
25 % Chinese
18% African
1% Scottish
1% Welsh
1 % Russian
1 % Polynesian
3 % Unknown
MAYBE THAT'S WHT I SPENT OST OF MY LIFE EXPLORING IT!
From An Extraordinary Life - To An Ordinary Life - And Back Again
I'm 33, on a yacht in Sardinia Italy. Something strange happens my usual mind marathon has stopped.
It's been replaced by the one sentence that would change my entire future.
IT'S TIME TO GO!
I'm catapulted into massive action and scared as hell!
Being Psycho-Analysed is Finalised
I lay on the couch of my psychoanalytical psychotherapist.
It's been a year on that couch and I have not cried. Today I cry so long and hard, then she cries too.
I tell her that I know what I have to do and thats it's time to do it and I am leaving the life of lies that I created.
I'm leaving everything that screams 'security', behind to find out who I really am.
She tells me that's great and now the real work has begun and I should think about staying!
A Final Goodbye
I say my final goodbye, no more years on a couch talking through my mind.
This decision is bigger than my mind - I have finalised the psycho-analyzing journey.
Exploring The Human Potential By Becoming The Human Experiment!
Fear is my every day reality.
My mind is screaming as I prepare to leave this life behind.
I want to press STOP, but I can't stop the force that's pushing me ahead.
I'm leaving my comfortable London home, fiancé, friends, an academic career in psychotherapy, financial security and set out on a journey that makes no sense to my friends or family.
WHO AM I?
I CAN'T LIVE A LIE ANYMORE!
First Memories As A Quantum Creator
It's 1970 and I'm one year young, watching the home photographer trying his best to take my first baby picture.
I can sense every aspect of him and I'm wondering why he is angry, stressed and pretending to be nice.
He just picked me up again and sat me down on the sofa for the third time. I jumped down and follow him to his camera stand. Back and forth we go.
I am attuned to my Quantum Creator abilities, feeling, sensing and reading his quantum life field.
THE PHOTO IS FINALLY TAKEN
A Blind Woman I Called 'Nan'.
From 6 weeks to 8 years of life, I was raised by a complete stranger and very special woman called Annie Lillian Patrick.
She was legally blind.
I called her NAN, she became my world, I became her sight.
The Animal Kingdom
Telepathically communication with humans and animals, is a norm.
I thank my NAN's guide dog, Tiddles the cat, two budgerigar's and the gold fish for being open channels of communication.
Bullied And Beaten
Bullies taught me what was possible and the parental beatings taught me how not to treat others.
The Accident
At age 8, I was hit by a car and scarred for life. The event would change my entire future reuniting me with my biological family.
The day I arrived I began counting the days before I could leave. It would take me1,826 days to leave this home.
My First Job Age 9
I delivered newspapers at 6 am, 6 days a week. I knew that to be free from others and independent I had to earn my own income.
At 14 I Leave Home
Life is going to teach me some painful lessons, but every lesson will be useful for my future and I would not change a single one of them. Life is where I learn the most.
From this day forward I would never receive a single penny from anyone .... luckily I have never been afraid to WORK!
At 16 Travelling Begins
At age16 I go to Spain and then Paris. I will know 47 countries in the next 3.5 decades and I will live in 15 of them.
People still ask me today if I travelled because of a job. I smile and simply say I travelled because I had a need to know the world and the people in it.
WHY NO CHILDREN?
Standing in a playground at age 7, I made a conscious decision not to have children in this life time. From the age of 11, I began to babysit children for the local
community. My final experience as a nanny was at age 23 to two Norwegian girls in Oslo, now grown ladies. LOVE CHILDREN, there are many ways to be a mother.
LOVE & MARRIAGE
My future husband & soul mate was in the front row of the audience of a seminar I gave in 2012.
We even had a private consultation that same day without knowing that we would one day be married 5 years later.
But BILLIEEE you have the QLR gift?
Our gifts are not for personal consumption. To know our own destiny is to take life for granted.
Great Things Await's Us All
30 - My soul knows there's more.
Fascinated by world views of death and dying I become a voluntary bereavement counsellor in London.
31 - I have big questions about the human potential.
I complete a science degree in Applied Psychology, leading on to an academic and career path in Psychoanalytical Psychotherapy.
33 - I am living a lie!
I realise that psychotherapy and psychoanalysis do not hold the answers to my questions. I only learn to regurgitate theory and gain no depth of true knowledge.
Your Truth Is Not Found In Theory
It Is Derived From Living.
What's The Quantum Human Potential?
To find the answer I had to stop living a lie, hiding who I truly was and what I knew deep inside of me.
My mind and ego ran my life. I often wondered if I had a heart at all as I could not feel it.
We were all born with DIVINE MIND INTELLIGENCE.
Get Me Out of Here!
Yes it's true. I was once afraid of the unseen and the spirit world. Once I fled my home afraid to go back, when it was clear that I was not the only one living there!
Whilst in the safety of a friend house for the night, it became clear that this was another part of my journey into the unknown.
I went back home the next day, told the spirits to show themselves and waited for the outcome!
SEE QUANTUM LIFE READING AND LIFE AFTER LIFE
Think About The Film 'LUCY'
My fear of the spirit world was transformed into a quantum understanding and acceptance of all of our metaphysical realities.
Today one of my educational systems includes: Quantum Life Reading Training Q.L.R.T.
My mission is to end the fear around our human abilities and to educate people on the various quantum realities that we live day by day.
The Temples & Sacred Sites
I was drawn to visit every sacred temple and site in South and Central America ... alone!
Today I know why.
Medicine Plants
From 40 to 42, I was initiated into the world of sacred plant medicine by a dear friend Geronimo and Shaman with Peruvian lineage.
This journey amplified my awareness of the other worlds among which we live day by day.
My mind was terrified to take on this experience and it tried to talk me out of it for 10 hours!!!!
YES I KNOW THE CHARACTERS OF OUR MIND.
Today I share these experiences with clients in my training and mentoring.
Fear Holds Us Back
Panama's Caribbean, was not the only shark happy sea, I have known. To test myself I have volunteered to perform the most dangerous acts to train myself from fear to love.
A Scuba Diver
I WAS ONCE TERRIFIED OF THE SEA
Scuba diving was first explored at age 18 in Jamaica.
Determined to overcome my fear of the sea, I became a scuba diver obtaining my diving licence in Central America Honduras and I've been diving around the world.
A 5000 Year Old Science
In 2006, I became a Yoga Siromani Teacher, trained by the swami's at The International Sivananda Yoga Vedanta Centre.
Between 2006 to 2015 I gave free teachings in English & Spanish to locals and ex pats in various communities.
My reason for training was to utilise the power of advanced pranayama, for mastery of leaving the physical body at will.
Om Tryambakam Yajamahe Sugandhim Pushtivardhanam
Urvarukamiva Bandhanan Mrityor Mukshiya Maamritat
The only Sanskrit I know.
4 Close Deaths
I became a bereavement counsellor at age 30.
After almost dying four times, I can tell you that there is nothing to fear.
It's an incredibly beautiful and peaceful experience WHEN YOU JUST LET GO!
Maybe that's why I truly know how to LIVE. Death & Dying is a reality that is dear to my heart, I have supported terminally ill clients helping them to meet their truth through their body. What an honour!
"I grew up hearing a lot of prejudice against people
This made me curious to explore the truth".
So I have lived in 15 countries (this means living like a local and emerging myself in the culture for a minimum of 3 months to years); including, a Brazilian favela, New York, North Africa, Spain, Malaysia, Seychelles, Germany, Norway and Argentina.
CONCLUSION
Humans have the greatest potential regardless of differences.
Journeys are many but the best journey ever will be to you.